Serendipity, Then Silence
2002-09-10
strange that with all the weirdness everyone is feeling about now, things are going so incredibly well for me. i feel guilty being happy and excited for the things that i feel like are finally coming my way. it feels awkward being here now, not having been here then. what to say, what to do, what not to say, what not to do. i vacillate between wanting to not be alone and wanting to be alone, between feeling like i should be confused about how to feel and feeling like i don't have the right to be confused about how to feel. either way, tomorrow comes.
-finn
Previously:
Shiny Happy Person (or Something Like That) - 2005-08-19
Having Trouble Saying What I Mean With Dead Poets and a Drum Machine - 2005-08-14
Let's Rock! - 2005-07-27
Knock Me Right Off My Feet - 2005-07-22
Play or You'll Never Know - 2005-07-14
